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its been a year...oh my goodness i had completely forgotten about this page. but as you now know i am in 9th grade! GO FRESHMAN! alot of things have happened and changed from the last time i've been on. old friendships broken..new ones made. relationships have been rocky...so rocky that it just ended. but this was a while ago and i've meet someone new<3. being a freshman is pretty nerve-racking! so much homework and too much procrastinating going on for me! Hah (: then again its pretty fun because of some more freedom given to us. and different kinds of opportunity to be involved with different people and different schools. Oh and the clubs are really fun! and choir as well of course. thats where i see a certain someone(;. i think this is where the journey really begins, where everything happens, and it basically marks where your place is, and where you fit in. High School. Bring it on.

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man its been like a year since I've been on this. well so much has happened and wouldn't you know it 2009 is coming to an end and 2010 is coming right around the corner!! A lot of things changed and some changed in a bad way. Many people are talking about looking forward to the future and forgetting the past and move on with life. To tell you the truth the future is a scary thing and you never know whats coming your way. It makes me sad because I have hurt my closest friends and a few are becoming more distant than usual. I feel that i can change things and make them right again but if i do what i am thinking now ill just hurt one more person i never wanted to before. Whats happening now is something i cant make up for because of one phone call. If people knew the real story they would know what me and another is going through. This is not the way i wanted 2009 to end. Sometimes i guess you cant get a happy ending in every story and life is never fair so you get what you have and go with the flow. But with saying that how can i move on when most that has happened is my fault? What can i do to make things right? And get them they way they should be...